New Life

Hello all and thank you for the emails of encouragement you sent to me...

I was indeed baptized yesterday and I couldn't even begin to put into words the feeling I had...

I had my SIL and her Mom with me but my blood family couldn't be bothered and I am ok with that...

I had a friend stand with me as well as them...

As my Pastor read to me and asked me questions I had so many things going through my head...

I had tears of course and he knew why since he is the one I go to and he knows what is going on...

I was sad my husband wasn't there to share that with me...

I was sad he walked away from his family...

I was sad of all the changes I have had in the last few months...

But I also cried tears of joy...

Happy I found a church I love...

Happy I found a Pastor I adore...

Happy for the strength I dig out of myself on a day to day basis...

Happy I am no longer broken...

Happy that I finally believe God has never forsaken me...

I may have done that to Him but He never did it to me...

I may have let go however He never did and for the first time in my life, I believe that.

JARS OF CLAY
What I Get From My Reflection Isn't What I Thought I'd See
Give Me Reason To Believe You'd Never Keep Me Incomplete
Will You Untie This Loss Of Mine, It Easily Defines Me
Do You See It On My Face
That All I Can Think About Is How Long I've Been Waiting
To Feel You Move Me