8/5/09

Me...

You know I adore all of you so much! I was just reading the comments from my last post and you guys are just completely encouraging and loving and kind and sweet...

I wish we all lived closer to one another...

I would have had a lot of love at my baptism and then we could go have a girls night! (no offense to my male readers - you are of course welcome to come as well)...

I did get some good advice and I will say that one of the best pieces was not to do it for my husband...

Excellent my friends...

This isn't about him anymore...

This is about me and my kiddos...

I used to wear clothes that were just huge on me...

Basically I was hiding myself under heaps of fabric - I am not sure why but I would buy clothes that were at least 3 sizes to big...

Pathetic...

Everything was to big including my bras and underwear...

I will say - the thong - not sure about that...

Very odd to have something in your butt all day however I am trying to be comfortable in my own skin...

That includes looking at people in the eye, standing at my full height instead of slumped over like the Hunchback (I have always hated being tall), walking with my head held high, no more cursing - I know RIGHT! and doing all this while pulling floss out of my butt isn't very ladylike...

I have been wearing more dresses/skirts/heels instead of shorts and flip-flops...

I have very little self esteem but I am trying to build it up...

Alicia you asked me how much more I want to lose...

I am not sure of that...

When I got married I was 130 but at my height it wasn't a good weight for me...

I want to start toning up now which I think will help...

It is just finding the time :)

Right now I go day by day and with working full time, the boys, Church, trying to find a place to live, school starting soon etc...

I am beat by the end of the day - But a good beat...

I sleep better now then I have in a long time...

It is my turn to shine :)

MICHAEL W. SMITH
There's A Price For Getting Smarter,So I Pay What I Owe
While Bridges Burn, Let The Shadow Fall Behind Me
I Am Wiser, I Know, We Live & Learn

5 comments:

  1. This is excellent!!! I am SO proud of you!! It is definitely about you and your boys now. ((HUGS))

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  2. Shine on sista! I can see you shining through what you write lately!

    Yes, only do it for yourself. You deserve to feel gorgeous. Be confident! Be proud! But for heavens sake, ditch the thongs! Those things are a pain in the butt! hehe

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  3. Shine on! I am so happy for the direction you are taking. I agree with you...do this for You & your kids not hubby!

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  4. By the way... I wear clothes that are 3x too big. Still. Are you calling me pathetic?! Hehehehe

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