20 years ago was one of the best days of my life...My wedding day, the day I would marry my best friend...
We got married in a church at 5 pm on 10/06/89...
Wind Beneath My Wings & Endless Love were our wedding songs...
Our colors were Hunter Green & Dusty Rose...
We threw birdseed instead of rice so we didn't have a hand in making any birds sick...
He was 21, I was 18, two hearts joined together as one...
There was no other like him, I put my trust in him 100% and never looked back.
Life was never perfect however we always had one another so I knew we could face anything...6 years passed then we had Eeyore...
8 years after Eeyore, we had Tigger...
19 years later my best friend walked away without a glance back and broke my heart in two...
Today 10/06/09 I am broken but not shattered...
I am mending my heart one day at a time...
He is still gone, I am still on my own, trying to find myself...
This time though I have God on my side...
I pray everyday for God's Will...
Not mine - His.
CREED
Can You Help Me Out, Can You Lend Me A Hand?
Can You Help Me Out, Can You Lend Me A Hand?
It's Safe To Say That I am Stuck Again
Trapped Between This Life And The Light
I Just Can't Figure Out, How To Make It Right.
I am sorry girl that this isnt the anniversary you hoped for! It will get better!
ReplyDelete(((HUGS)))
Though it hurts, God meant for you to go through that for a reason. I like all the bandaids on that heart! :) It was a way for you to learn your own strength. You will never ever forget this date, but the focus will fade over time. My parents were married 19 years when they split up and it took both of them a long time to heal. You're definitely on the right path! :)
ReplyDeleteFriend, there is noone better to have on your side than Him. I'm glad to see you can pray for His will in your life. You have come so far since 10/6/89, too far to look back. I love you my Friend.
ReplyDeleteI hope each year that passes your heart can slowly heal. I can't imagine how difficult that is to go through.
ReplyDeleteThanks for joining Georgie and I for Secret Santa this year.