I don't have a lot of time since I am at work...I wanted to let you know a couple of things...I will be going back to my old job shortly so I will then have plenty of time to blog again...
On the hubby front -
This past Friday he walked me to my car, gave me hugs and kisses, told me he loved me, have a good day, be safe etc...
Within 1 hour he had packed his shit and moved out with no note, no phone call nothing...
He texted me later on that afternoon saying he had moved a couple of towns over and he wouldn't be coming home...
Found out the fat troll apparently moved there as well on Friday...
There aren't words to tell you how I feel...
This pain is immense and extremely raw so I won't go into it right at this moment...
I just wanted you all to know I am still around...I miss you all so very much...
I will be back soon...
Thank you all for your understanding.
BLUE OCTOBER
I'm Gonna Feel A Peace In Me
I'm Gonna Feel At Home
I'm Gonna Make This Cloud Above Me Disappear, Be Gone
I Wanna Feel A Punch Inside, My Heartbeat On The Floor
I Don't Wanna Hurt No More.
(((BIG HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteHang in there girl.
I hate to read that...even though I already know about it. You know if you need anything how to get in touch with me! Love ya girl!
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry, Serenity. Thank you for the update and I look forward to you blogging more. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteHang in there! I miss you so much!
ReplyDeletei might be a little too blunt here. i know this is killing your right now. but, it could be the best thing that ever could happen. think of it as a beginning!
ReplyDeleteyou deserve someone who treats you special - not someone whos always hurting you.
i look forward to you being around more. good luck with the transition of going back to your old job!
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine that words help you much at the moment, but I still need to try. From your comment on my blog I know you think you've lost something terribly important to you. But I would venture a guess that you've lost it a very long time ago. The man who left is most certainly not the man you want. I honestly don't know what you're going through and I don't want to pretend that I do. But I think you're either holding onto the past, who he was. Or you created an unreal version of him in your mind. Either way someone who treats you the way he does, doesn't deserved to be missed by you.
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